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Idk what, but some shit will be posted here... Let's see how far the rabbit hole goes ^_~.
Well then... what has happened?
For those of you who actually read my garbage, lots of stuff has passed. For the most part, it's been well, only getting hit by fake people, hypocrisy and a good looking future for me... Well, as far as my future deviations I kinda got back into poems and might actually start a comic... However, that might take a while (while I might have good story telling, I don't really have great hands to draw them)... But I plan on doing some things after I get my head straight... For now, I'll keep my head in the clouds and try not to make a mess... And that's how I feel today. Thanks Dr.Deviant... Wow that sounds stupid.
What a ride it has been...
Simply put, a lot has passed through my mind. Most of it is just school work and thinking of what I'm going to do. However, the one memory that keeps floating back into my subconscious is her I guess... even though I feel a bit less intimidated and tight before, I guess that's cause of the long break I had. But now I'm gonna try to slow that down, and even close the deal. Just hoping it works... and if anything, at least cool myself down after all this is over. huehuehue : 3 I guess I should try making a real quick poem later with this... man, I prefer writing more often to express myself. is that a bad thing? Not sure.... hehe... >.>
I just wanna cry...
Simply put, I can't walk to her without running to a near by corner. I can't talk to her without acting like a moron. I can't even pass by her without looking so goofy and feeling so... empty I guess. It's the classic teen-crush hokey pokey! But this is real different... I had crushes in the past and never was really as nervous as many would be when they try to ask. But HER?! I get nauseous when just thinking of asking her! I become so nervous, i start to shake and feel like fainting... and I NEVER felt like that before, ever! Not even to other people! As soon as she goes however, I feel so normal again. Basically, after a long time of knowin
Do I even use this thing?
Hey to whoever reads my complaint entry... I mean Journal Entry. WHATEVER! Any who, since its a pretty empty place here, I can share my stupidity ideas and such here. long story short, people are liars, got so much in my life that's piling up into a car wreck, AND a sense of happiness I have to constantly keep up to disguise myself. But yeah... its becoming a mess. Mostly that I can be happy sometimes, but then bat-s**t insane the next. I don't think I have problems... do I? >.>...<.<.... Anyways, yeah, some people I have attached with for a while, I can now sniff they're lying sent like a dog on a hunt for his predator like owner
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